Fear

I'm scared.

I think I'm inadequate and I'm going to screw up bad. I shouldn't be in charge of such huge responsibility. Feels as though I'm in deep shit and I'm still digging a deeper hole in the shit right now.

I hate my procrastinating personality.

I'm dragging my feet on a lot of things in which needs attention.

I think I'm hateful...

The escapist in me is acting up again, but there's nowhere I can hide and I know I have to do this.

I really need the power to pull through this...