Counting Down...

It's almost 2012~!!!!!

I'm exhausted.

The level of exhaustion I'm facing now is beyond anything I have ever been through...

I need all these to be resolved soonest in the least damaging manner and let all end well...

Well, at least now the family's back~~~home tweet home~~~~

Brain dead

I'm beyond brain dead...

I didn't sleep any lesser than I would normally sleep, though still isn't a whole lot, but I'm exhausted. Should I head right home to sleep at 9pm? Or offer to drive my family to the airport? Or head out to the birthday girl's place and surprise her(provided she is not doing over time tonight)?

Another long exhausting day ahead...I need something to keep me alive...something more potent than coffee...

I need a kiss and a hug...

And a bed...zzz

Lousy Service. Lousy Customer.

I was furious this morning.

Waited 10 minutes for the bus just to have it skip my stop! Extremely disappointed and disgusted! What if I was rushing to close a million dollar deal~!!?!?! But then again I would probably have taken a cab then...

And a guy chatting on the phone, probably didn't notice me sitting inconspicuously in a corner of the shop, just walked into the ship, roughly flicked through the first few pieces of shirts as if it was his god damn right! Only when he saw me standing up behind him did he stop. After walking a few more steps he turned and walked out. Hopefully he realised how disgusting his action was and had ran off in guilt.

What in the world is happening to people nowadays? Do they not understand the meaning of 己所不欲，勿施於人？Just how hard is it for people now to be more empathetic and think from the perspective of others? Exactly what kind of new generation are we looking at for our future?

P/S: And it's really not just the younger generations (not that I'm from an older generation), is it? Trance music blasting from the next door neighbour in the shopping mall? Not helping with my migraine...

tired~~~

i am drained~~~trying to absorb as much as possible now.hahz.it's hard.but i'll try...

i am tired~~~having to pacify your childish temperaments even with my increasing workload...

i am numb~~~too drained and tired to think too much about him...

i am sleepy~~~going to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

累了。。。

哇~~~发现我快一个月没blog了。 所以在三月结束前，打算blog一blog。

天啊！怎么一个学期过得那么快呢？不久前我才发觉这是我党学生的最后一个学期，怎么现在就快结束了呢？多三个星期就考试了，然后考一个星期就考晚了！我连工作都还没开始找呢！！！

而且这个学期简直就是一场恶梦。。。作业多到~~~

时间啊。。。放慢脚步一下下。。。口以吗~~~？

PAIN!!!!

first and foremost...i feel like i wanna die!!! besides the time when i was ambulanced to hospital...this is the worst pain i've experienced...

went to remove a wisdom tooth today. even when the doctor was stitching me up i was starting to feel the pain already. and now, after i changed the gauze, it's hurting even worse. WTH!!!!!!!!

~PAIN~

sigh. before the pain started, i was at queensway changing the grip for the 2 rackets my aunt gave me. while waiting for Tian i was thinking and thinking and thinking about some stuff. then this phrase came to me...

心跳的頻率, 是愛的指引嗎?

then along the way home on the long long bus ride ( totally miss taking a long bus ride), i started to think about alot of stuff. the past and present, and even dared to venture alittle into the future.

but then again, after the carrot incident, i seriously dun dare to imagine futures and feelings anymore. in a way, I'm starting to fear 'maybe's.

oh well...back to trying to get over the pain...in my mouth la!

Spinning world

Oh Man~~~

I'm sick and feeling giddy. And the feeling has been there for 2 days now...Even after going to the doctor and taking medicine didn't really help.

And I have a quiz tomorrow...and presentation this friday...which hasn't been compiled yet.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THERE'S CONSOL QUIZ RIGHT AFTER NEXT WEEK'S BREAK!!!!!!!!!

SOMEBODY!!!ANYBODY!!!HELP~~~

I can only look forward to October right now...and I don't even know if I can still look forward to it...

-STUDY-

I need a life...

Yesh. You didn't read it wrongly. I NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My daily routine this weeks goes like this:

• 0705 alarm clock sounds
• 0710 phone alarm sounds
• 0715 phone rings, mummy calls to make sure I'm up and about
• 0720 I struggle out of bed and pick out the clothes for the day
• 0725 head to the bathroom and bath
• 0745 finish bathing
• 0755 leave house
• 0812 board 147 along the main road
• 0824 reach Serangoon MRT station
• 0850 reach Tanjong Pagar MRT station
• 0900 start work
• 1300 go for lunch
• 1400 go back to work
• 1830 knock off half an hour after my original knock off time
• 1930 reach home, bath, watch TV, sleep

I can't believe I survived a week and it'll go on for another 9 weeks.

BUT!!! That's not the main issue. The main issue is...WHY IN THE WORLD DO I HAVE TO WORK ON EVERY FREAKING SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~walks away dejected~

怎麼又病了阿...

天阿...我今年是怎麼了阿. 病了又病, 真要命阿! 今天一大早起來喉嚨就疼的要命. 接著就留鼻涕又鼻塞. 後來還頭痛頭暈. 搞屁哦...

明天還有quiz!!!! 下星期就考試了啦...書又還沒讀. 真是找死阿我...

本來九點就去睡了...誰知道我十一點就爬了起來...haiz...看來我還是回去讀書吧.

祝我早日康復哦...還有明天的quiz可以混得過去.

starving...

i'm dying of hunger right now...

what i ate today:

1. 11.15am - honey mustard chicken ham from the sandwich machine
2. 1.45pm - 2 pieces of mcvities digestive biscuits
3. 6.45pm - some organic honey dipped banana toasted chips, bubble tea, vitasoy
4. 11.45pm - 1 piece of mcvities digestive biscuits

i'm so hungry..............................

lucky my roomy and neighbour going ah fang with me for supper. else i really will die X_x

laments

I don't feel well...I think it's impending stomach flu...help..................................................

rotten day

bahz...my lappie clock reads 3.47pm but i'm already feeling so tired.and i wanna blog about wat a rotten day it had been so that hopefully the rest of the day will pass peacefully, at least not as rotten.

went to the host company for our AA205 project this morning. had to attend to something so i had to cab down alone and met the rest there. and even before we could start the interview proper, the person in charge threw a bomb in our face-another NTU group had done the business process last year, exactly 2 semesters ago!!! oh my goodness...so we were praying very hard that the prof would give us the ok. but when we consulted him about an hour ago, he told us it was impossible for us to do the same process again since it was clearly stated so in the requirements. and so we called up the company and they only agreed to let us shift to the quality assurance department, which according to our tutor is not a business process and so...we've got to source for a new company for the project now...and the proposal is due next friday...

this is just so irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(

cursed technology...

dammit...i cant even upload a picture...urgh!!!!

我想哭但是哭不出来。。。

Once again, I need to reformat my laptop. My friends has confirmed with me that it's a virus.

This makes me wonder. Why in the world is my laptop so prone to virus? There're so many laptops in the campus with wireless network and stuff.

WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO KEEP GETTING IT!?!?!?!

STUPID LAPTOP!!!!

my laptop is getting on my nerves!!!!

i'm so irritated i'm surprised i haven't throw it out the window.

PROBLEMS:

1. within first 2 months of purchase, it suddenly detected a trojan despite the fact that the anti-virus prog was operating. when i brought it down to 8 flags, they tell me that it's a software problem and it's not covered under the warranty. they suggest i do a recovery on my laptop. i asked if they could do it for me and they actually told me i had to PAY them to get it done. so i brought it back to format it myself.
2. after a few months, it's still working fine and the previous irritations were over pretty quickly. UNTIL!!! a few weeks ago when i switched on my laptop and it FREAKING tells me that there was some missing file and it's irrecoverable!!!so i brought it back down to 8 flags thinking perhaps they could help me with it. the guy told me that probably some file was deleted. BUT I DIDN'T DELETE ANYTHING ON THE PREVIOUS OCCASION WHEN I SWITCHED ON MY LAPTOP!!!so he suggested i DO A RECOVERY ON MY LAPTOP!!!i was so irritated but i thought there was no choice. i probably just had to do it again.
3. after doing the recovery and taking one whole day to settle all the progs, was pretty satisfied that it's working again.but today!!!!when i finally switched it on, I CANT FREAKING FIND MY TOOLBAR DISPLAYING ALL MY ACTIVE PROGS!!!!WTH!!!

JUST WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING TO MY IBM LAPTOP!?!?!?!?! i'm so pissed i think i'm going to call them up tomorrow and scream at whoever's on the phone!!! they better give me a good explanation why my laptop is giving me SO MUCH PROBLEMS!!!!

damned laptop...

i'm pissed...first my blog died on me. now it's my laptop!!!

is it my eight characters at birth clash with modern technology?
even my computer at home(which i'm using now)is freaking slow and doesn't print e stuff i want...

gosh...second time i need t reformat my freaking lappie. e other time i ganna virus. this time some file's mysteriously deleted.and thus i cant open my previous lappie configured settings. means i cant go online cant this cant that. I'M SO F***ING PISSED!!!

pissed off...

urgh...this is my first update in this blog but i'm going to curse and swear at my previous blogsite.how can they do such a thing!?!?! they screwed up and now my blog is gone! more then 2 years of JC memories just gone overnight!!! i still cant believe it....how can this happen!?!?! sigh...i'm totally absolutely pissed off...urgh...and now i've got t start ALL OVER again in trying to get all the blog address of my other friends. link everything up again...THIS IS SO FREAKING IRRITATING!!!!!