A Whatsapp dialogue with a friend suddenly brought on this revelation in me:
As time goes by, we will meet more and more new people and friends. On the other hand, our time on this world is diminishing by the second. Even if we were able to keep everyone in our lives, we won't have enough time for everyone. Then you will have to start thinking who should get that precious cut of the time you have left n this world...
Yes, a night of tears and laughter - literally.
Went for "My Sister's Keeper" w the gals yesterday night. Cried buckets throughout the show until the climax where the sis dies, and Shiv's "HUH?!?!" got half the cinema including us bursting out laughing. ROFL. I was literally crying and laughing at the same time. Thanks Shiv. Hahahaha.
And right after the show we went for dinner/supper at Ashton's. We were laughing so hard, Anggie choked on her food and I had a migraine. Gosh~ biggest credit goes to Eunice's VERY creative imagination. LMAO~!
Well~it was a great evening~ love u gals loads~!!!
had our very first major pri school class gathering last night.
it wasn't exactly major in e sense tt everyone turned up, but it was probably the first one in 10 years where we tried gathering as many people as possible.and though only 13 of the 39 turned up, it was quite a success.
initially i was worried that it might turn out kinda awkward since i haven seen most of them for a decade. what with me going to a different sec sch and jc. but after settling down, i realised that it really wasn't as bad as i though it would have been. in fact, it was really fun.
we were reminiscing the good old days where our only worries were ting xie, spelling and mental sums.and how we made our chinese teacher so mad with rubbish feedback that she threw a tantrum and walked out of the room almost in tears.
even though it took me awhile to recognize some of the guys, i realise everyone didn't really change much, be it their looks or their character. it's surprising how much time has passed since we last met as a class. and it's really heartwarming to know that this group of people who were once part of my life are doing well. and it is especially good to see everyone once again.
i really hope that we can make this a more frequent event such that we wont lose contact again.
really glad to have once been part of TVPS 6A '98.
oh man...i'm such an insensitive pig. i'm such an unworthy friend. i hate it when i know i have to say something but at the same time i've no idea what to say.
對不起, 有時覺得交到像我這樣的朋友, 你們還真倒楣阿...
~無言已對~
这个情人节我并不孤单！因为有朋友们陪我一起度过。虽然并不是我最最最知心的好友，但能在这个本来寂寞的夜晚找到人陪也是件不错的是哦！
今天下了课，便和宝贝慧仪到超市去找她的同学们。虽然说是她的同学，但其实我和他们也曾是一个学期的同班同学，所以也能说是我的同学吧。
天啊！我觉得我好像喝多了。怎么好像有点语无伦次了？总之我们后来在星空下一边吃火锅，一边看电视听歌，还喝了点小酒。感觉真棒！！可是我好像喝多了点，脸好红哦！哈哈。
我想我因该早点去休息吧。明天还要去跑步、买飞轮海的写真手札、k歌！而且明天还有另一轮的火锅呢！
虽然在情人节的这天，我是单身的。但有时却觉得，单身的情人节似乎过得更快乐、更充实哦！
情人节过了，但还是要在这里祝大家，情人节快乐！爱情长久、友情永固！
要快乐哦!!!
爱着你们的。。。
hermitzzz
my msn nick's personal message read: if promises are meant to be broken...then they shouldn't exist.
interestingly, when diana agreed with me, this was what i replied to her:
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: but isn't tt very sad then?
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: cause promises exists when there's trust
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: but since promises can't be kept
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: we can no longer trust the people around us
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: without trust between people
::爱萍:: 我们约好闯荡的那片天，我一个人向前 ~op~: then what's left between people?
isn't it interesting that people can live for years with people they call friends and make things like promises without understanding the meaning behind them?and i feel as though i'm one of them. i complain, but how much do i understand myself? isn't everyone just trying to learn these stuff throughout their lives? if they can understand the meaning in this life, good for them; if they can't understand it, then there really isn't anything that they can do, is there?
wasn't in the best of mood just a moment ago. felt so depressed and disheartened by the thoughts i had. then when i went online to check up the blogs, i found ange's updates. my first thought was to send her a message. and when she replied me on msn, there was this warmth that really touched me.
like what they say: friendship is the only ship that never sinks. although there may be leaks at times, but it can be fixed and when it's fixed, it'll sail the seas again.
perhaps, just perhaps, i'm starting to get it.
a toast to friendship
