pre-Japan

kon'nichiwa(i think)

haha.just finished packing my bags for the trip to Japan.phew.such a chore.lolz.

looking forward to the trip.flying off tonight at 12am.haha.hope i get some sleep.else dunno how to enjoy DisneyLand tml -grinz-

anywayz.hope you gals (or guys if there happens to be any dropping by without my knowledge) have a great holiday! enjoy post exam feeling and party!!!haha.will be back soon to disturb all of you again!!!lolz.enjoy the temporary tranqulity...haha.got to go have dinner now.leaving for the airport at ard 830.but will sign off now.haha.

sayonara!

looking forward to the fresh sashimi...

my very own

CHRISTMAS TREE!!!!

haha. this is so cool.found it from someone's website and created one for meself!leave a note ok?else it'll be so bare :(

haha.I WANNA SEE IT FILLED UP WHEN I RETURN FROM MY TRIP!!!

cheers!
happy hols :)

post exams

bahz.exams were finally over last monday.haha.but i've been lazy to blog -grinz-

anyway.got a runny nose/blocked nose/sorethroat/cough/etc since around thursday i think.thanks t my brothers...and i'm supposed t go out tml!and wed gg clubbing and friday GOING JAPAN!!!!hope my nose will heal up soon :s

anyway.finally finished watching bleach.ok la.not finished as in 'finished'. but i've already watched up till what ever has been uploaded.just started on inuyasha.and maybe i'll watch goong too.haha.abit slow but...better than never.

oh man.i think i better go sleep soon.quite tired from blowing my nose the whole day.haha.lame excuse.but...ya.and i must remember to update the story.else ange and eunice will corner me when i get back in sg.lolz.

sayonara!!!

Dreams...scary ones.

i know i'm falling behind in my readings and stuff. but i jus have to blog this. took a break from mugging juz now. took a nap and had a scary dream. i dreamt that my grandma, my youngest brother, my cousin and i were in my dad's car, and he was speeding up a multi storey car park. basically, he was drifting all the way up! a few times he almost knocked into the wall. and finally, he lost control of his car and his car started to spin!!!! i was so freaked out! the first think i did was to ask everyone to huddle together. luckily my dad eventually stopped the car from spinning but i was so frightened!!!

which reminds me of another dream i had sometime last month. my whole family was in the car and my dad was drifting uphill AGAIN. but that time the car flew off the cliff and i remember the flipping sensation when the car was 'falling' down hill. somehow we all managed to escape unharmed(???) before the car crashed at the bottom of the hill(??????). but my youngest brother wasn't with us!!! and we went down hill to the car to find him. i don't remember what happened but i have this feeling that he too was found unharmed(?????????) in the dream.

omg...anyone who can decipher what these dreams mean?

exams...

i know i promised to be strong.but i'm at my limits and i'm not even seeing any possibility of at least a B-...and i'm only preparing for my second paper...i really have no idea how i'm going to remain sane til the end of this exam...

patching up

bahz...totally broke down the other day with all the presentation and stuff. but well, it's over and thanks to all you darlings who patted me on the back and gave me the strength to go on. now the exams are here, and come what may, i'll be strong and give my best with wadever little i haf.

everyone jiayou!it'll be over b4 you noe it! =)

this is super funny...

adopted kitties

was blog surfing when i came upon this blog on which the blogger adopted a virtual pet. so i went to the website and adopted pets too.

haha.there were quite some animals t choose from. but the tiger was the first to catch my eyes. so i adopted it.

and when i was playing with it, i saw the tag "get your pet a companion?", i clicked. haha.

this time round i saw the cat that i missed the first time cause of it's colour (dirty yellow -.-)

when i clicked on it, i realised that i could change its colour so i started playing around with the colours. until i hit black. and i decided my kitten shall be black and i shall name it hei hei in sweet memory of xiao hei, the well loved kitty in hall seven. it was cruelly killed a few weeks ago. some heartless, cold blooded creep strangled it with rubber bands.

some guys in the hall found it and buried it near block 39. and now they are looking for the murderer.

sometimes i just cannot understand how can anyone ever do such hurtful things to another living thing. even if you don't like cats or any other animals, there really is no need for you to hurt them. and whoever is this cold blooded murderer of xiao hei, i cant help but wish that you'll be caught and dealt with by the law.

i cant bring myself to forgive the asshole murderer. even if you can run from the law, may you live in guilt for the rest of your life.

extraordinary new age proposal =)

haha.found this on yahoo.it is super funny, super brave, but mostly, super sweet =)

p/s: click on the title ya? haha

Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress

there's only one word to describe the musical:godly!!!

i wanna watch it again!!!but no money!!!(hint hint:anyone wanna sponsor me?)

and kit chan is...sigh...i cant think of any words that can describe her...her voice is heavenly...DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

the hifi set in my room is playing the ost again and again and again and...you get my point.haha.

I'M SUFFERING FROM FORBIDDEN CITY WITHDRAWAL SYMPTONS!!!!

anyway, there was this article in LIFE! that criticised the plot for not reflecting the truth of history.hmm.i mean, hello! first of all, this is but a musical. secondly, this story was based on the records of the painter who did a portrait for the empress, so don't criticise the producers. and also, like he said, it's history. and this is history dating back to over a hundred years, who knows what in the history records are true and what isn't? and he took hitler as a comparison. saying what if one day someone portrays him in a position of a victim of his environment and people starts to tae pity for him.

i mean like--huh? hitler's time wasn't tt far away for us to know his true story.there is sufficient and proper records of his story. and seriously, i think that even baddies in real life aren't born baddies. they turn baddies under the environment they grow in.

i think maybe he should try looking from different perspectives and not just from whatever history book he has read.

anyway, i really wanna watch the musical again!!!

from the musical:

"they've painted my face
they've chosen my past
they've nurtured my pride
in the role that they cast
but inside there's a place
a place that nobody knows

this is my only chance; love, open my heart
years of broken dreams, all in the past
this is my only chance; love, make me a part
of someone who shows me
he loves me and knows me at last"

"like children need their mothers
like rivers need a sea
like prisons need a key
like winter nights need fire
like temples need a shrine
like lovers need desire
like prophets need a sign

i need him
can't he see? i need him
to be mine"

"falling in love is just that
falling
out of control
of your heart and soul

falling in love is just that
falling
that's how it feels
falling head over heels

why love when love hurst?
why love when love ends?
i know how it feels
when it turns and pretends
it ends with the pain
and making amends
why love when there's peace
in the making of friends?"

"too late for me to say that i was wrong
perhaps the weak believe that they are strong
i thought that if i tried i'd find a way to earn their trust
yet all i've known and loved has turned to dust
it seems there was no way i could belong

the fire that burns within your heart
the pain that tears your life apart
the rain that falls from broken skies
the love i lost beneath the lies
and must i face the truth alone?
is this the end of all i've known?
the years i gave, the tears i cried
why dream of love, when love has died?"

lines from Bleach

"I have no way to ask about it...I have no elegant way of stepping into your heart to ask about that without tracking in filth."

"If I was the rain...would I be able to connect with someone's heart, like the rain connects the never-intersecting sky and earth?"

p/s:
"If I were the rain that binds together the earth and the sky, who in all eternity will never mingle...would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?"

random

hmmm.dreamt of him again yesterday.

dun remember what happened.

dun intend to remember.

over already

hmmm.my third crush has turned into the shortest-lived crush i've ever had.

in 43 days, i've decided to give up.

cause there's another gal in his heart.

perhaps it's better this way.

the gal is neither my fren nor myself.

it's someone i dun really noe.

now...i should start mugging once again...

dreamland

haha.had a great time at hall's dnd. gotta thank my dearest roomy and her mom for spending so much time on my hair.in e end my roomy dint noe wad t do w her own hair. :p thanks roomy.though i felt weird on the train to town and i looked like an afro after i let my hair down.but i still liked the way it went with my gown.love you!haha.

hmmmz.

eventually,dnd was pretty great except for some stuff.

shall not dwell on those stuff.haha.

but i dreamt of him again yday.this time i remember part of the dream.

and i realise he seems to give me the security juz by being there. even in my dreams.

disturbing

i took a nap this afternoon.

i had a dream.

i dreamt of hall.

i dreamt of him.

but i dun remember what happened in the dream.

this is disturbing...

conclusion?

he's a god damned BASTARD.

i should forget him.

i have to...

it's getting on my nerves...

what's wad?

i juz found out a friend likes him too.

she doesn't know i like him.

and she keeps talking about him in front of me.

how am i supposed t feel?

carrot...number 2?

well, been ages since i last updated my blog. had hall foc the week before and school started last week.

nothing much really happened last week. just the usual stuff about getting back to school and meeting some new people.

in fact, i didn't really meet alot o new people.

i hardly knew anyone.

anyway.during hall foc, kinda got to know this guy.actually, i knew him from before.but i got to know him better during camp.then again, i didn't really get to know him during camp. it was seniors camp.

hmmm.actually it's been ages since i met a guy who set my heart racing.

the last guy was carrot.

after him, my heart kinda lost its ability to race for any guy.

then after more then a year, this guy comes along, and my heart is starting to race again.

but.

i hate this...

but the whole feeling i'm getting from this is that, it's gonna be a re-enaction of what happened between me and carrot.

and somehow, i think it's true.

and i guess i can come to the conclusion that: i've once again regained my heart---the over-sensitive one that races for the wrong reasons.

coming to think of it. i'm also afraid.

i really don't want to go through another carrot experience.

the heartache sucks.i hate it.

filial piety?

today we celebrated my grandma's 70th birthday.

or rather, supposed to celebrate.

in my family, when we say celebrate, it's usually juz a simple family gathering with food and wine.

that's perfectly fine with me. i mean, being simple families, what more do you expect?in fact, i pretty like that.

except for the fact that everytime we go for such gatherings, someone'll end up in a bad mood.

and usually, it's him.

just like today.

i just don't understand why in the world does he bother to put up a front. he does all the things expected of a son.he organize, he buy, he pay, he appears.

but he doesn't participate.

i mean, i'll give him the benefit of the doubt. he is a nice person to hang around with during SOME gatherings, but not always.

granted. today he was tired. but does that give him the right to pull a long face and sit in a corner sulking and start glaring at my brothers and me?i mean, come on. stop trying to act the filial son when all you think about is yourself-how you'll be affected, how people will think of you.

if you're so unwilling to be around some people and you are so unwilling to stay and allow your own MOTHER enjoy some peaceful times without any unhappiness. please, don't bother to put on the front. no one will be grateful to you for destroying their day.

update

lalala.hall foc next week.and my throat's starting to feel sore...no idea why...was it the lack o slp?the alcohol?or the screaming at zouk?haha.never mind that.

looking forward to camp.haha.

enjoy wadever's left of your hols pple.school's reopening soon...whether you like it or not.

falling

today, or rather, yesterday, i witnessed the falling of someone dear to me. someone whom i've always admired, someone whom i've always looked upon as a yardstick for finding a bf/husband.

he was dearer then my father. he was more like my father then my own father. even after he had his own kids.

no. his fall didn't just occur yesterday. yesterday was just a literal fall. but his fall from an eligible bachelor is wad i meant. indeed, he was once featured on a magazine as one of the top (dunno how many) eligible bachelor. that was years ago.

his fall started with his first failed marriage.

then his failed business venture.

his second marriage is proving too violent to handle.

and he doesn't seem to understand that even relatives cannot be trusted when it comes to business ventures.

i'll never forget the night when i tried to break their fight. it pains me deeply to see him reduced to his present state.

yes. he has finally got a decent enough job.

but he no longer drives his own car. he rents one.

and he no longer drives to work. his wife drives it.

he takes a bus and train to work.

no. there really isn't anything wrong with taking public transport.

but seeing how he has been reduced from an eligible bachelor to a man facing his middle-aged crisis, i cant seem to will the pain away.

he had to chase after an SBS bus...

he fell down while chasing the bus...

i witnessed it.

and i dunno how to react...

how could something so dear to me change so much?

random

things are getting out of hand. I feel so screwed up...

lace and frills

LOLZ. I was helping my dad tidy the photo albums stacked in a dusty cupboard. Then I started looking through my kiddo pictures.

Oh My Goodness. Haha. I realised something...

My preference for lace and frills didn't just emerge recently. It was developed since young. LOLZ.

pi-l'ahhhh'-tes

went for pilates with my aunt yesterday afternoon. for one hour, there was only the 2 of us with the instructor(who had a sorethroat). so for an hour we were doing all the stretches. perhaps i've really been slacking around too long, i barely survived the session. at the end of it i was walking with jelly-like legs. haha.

and when i woke up this morning, i was aching all over. lolz.

sigh. think i should really step up on my work out level. haha. now gtg. meeting venny to look for a job. hoho. need something to do. bleh.till den!

Baby sitting...

sigh...the things I do to keep my cousin amused...

Dejected

I'm feeling a little dejected just right now. Just a little though, 'cause I'm happy with the book I just finished, Dreaming of You by Lisa Kleypas. It's a great book, romance as usual, but it carries a certain twist to the usual stuff I've been reading, not much, but enough. And it touched me in a certain way other books never got round to doing, reading it felt as though the author was writing a story right from my heart. Hmm, never mind, shan't attempt to dwell further on this, doesn't really fit the title does it?

Actually, the reason for my dejection isn't really reason enough for me to feel dejected. But I'm temperamental and emotional and what-ever-not, so, indulge me (I picked this phrase from some book I read awhile ago, kinda like it alot. Haha)

Dejection Reason #1: I've got a flu, so i went to the doctor today, a chinese doctor. And he said I've got sinus, and he say I can't eat prawns for 4 months. And within this period I've got to be on a continuous 'chinese medicine diet' -faintz-

Dejection Reason #2: My nose is blocked(due to sinus) and I can't blow it hard right now cause everyone's asleep and I'll wake them up and that means I've got to go and sleep and I won't be able to surf the net anymore for tonight and that means I can't blog any further -sniff-

Dejection Reason #3: Results for Sem 2 comes out this week and chances are it'll be out tomorrow -gulps-

...and I think #3 kinda sums up the main idea why I'm dejected...

p/s : dejection aside, I've finally got down to my next chappie. so eunice, dun kill me ok?

In Hibernation

Hoho. I know, I know. It's been eons since I last posted anything here. But the power to SLACK is just too strong. LOLZ.

Well, exams ended pretty long ago. And for one week after exams ended I kinda wrecked havoc. Not totally, but something like that.

Hmm. Let's see. I remember going for dinner at Swensons right after our last paper on Friday at PS with Peizhen.

Then I pretty much slacked my time away and Mapled most of the time. Borrowed 4 novels from the library and finished 3 of them within the week. I don't really remember what happened on Monday and Tuesday, but Wednesday was damn fun. Went shopping at Orchard with Ange and Eunice. Followed by dinner at Pastamania. And after that, we went Devil's Bar. First trip there, stayed till pretty late. Was quite tipsy when we left the place. If they hadn't dragged me out, I'd probably have continued until I'd consumed n cups of god knows what drinks.

We then went to Newton Circus for supper. Great food! And when I became sober I realised we were the only 'all-girls' table there. But anyway, we headed over to Eunice's place for mahjong after supper. On our way there we met a road block. It was damn fun. Cause one moment we were just talking to the cabbie and laughing. And the next moment the cab stopped and the police officer shone his light into the cab. So exciting! First time dio road block. Haha. Damn fun, really looks like what tv shows.

So when we finally got to Eunice's place, they started to wash off make up and stuff. so i started playing with Eunice's hoola-hoop. So fun! My first success in playing with that thing. Haha.

We started playing mahjong in Eunice's room. After a few hours, we took out the tub of ice cream that we bought from 7-eleven and started eating. Yummy! And we started chatting about family, relationship and whatever not. All the way till day-break! Then Eunice fell asleep. Followed by me. Haha. When I finally got up and changed and started packing with Ange, it was already morning. When Eunice woke up she was like, you all ready la? It was such fun staying over at Eunice's. It's always been such fun to spend time with the gals. -grinz-

Anyway, I Mapled the rest of my week away, until Monday, when my special sem starts. Somehow, I still dun understand why I landed myself in this sai. Cause I really wanna spend more time slacking rather than studying and preparing for exam again. LOLZ. Never mind. I've learnt my lesson. Thy shall commit a mistake twice no more. NO MORE SPECIAL SEMS!!!!

Let's see...what other events have happened since. Oh. Peizhen and I went to the KBox At Hougang. But the place is so freaking run down!!! We decided never to go there again. LOLZ.

Can't really remember what else happened that week. But I guess I pretty much slacked it away. Heh.

Then this Wednesday we went Devil's AGAIN! Got a shock when I received Ange's message asking if I wanna go. And I thought I was terrible. But I'd NEVER reject an invitation to club with the gals unless I really have to. Haha. So ended up at Devil's after a short fortnight. After Eunice left to catch the last train, Ange and I 'discovered' the lockers and dumped our bags there before exploring the place. Found the dance floor pretty fun, though like what Jasm said, the age group there abit not right. LOLZ.

Finally, we left the place and stumbled into a cab. After Ange alighted, the cabbie started talking about the elections. Haha. But I couldn't process a single word cause I was damn high from the 6 cups of drinks. So I just made a constant flow of erms and yes and whatever nots to entertain him and pretend I'm very interested. And when I reached the room, I started zig-zagging all over the room. Super funny. After sms-ing Ange for awhile, I finally fell asleep.

The next day, woke up pretty early. Considering the amount I drank the night before. Helped Yipz pack the room since there was gonna be someone coming in to clean the room. Then I went to meet Ange at JP for Lunch (more like Brunch) at Mos Burger (and I kept calling Momo as Mos. Ange thus deduced I was still drunk. Haha) After which we started shopping around JP. And yes, I went to see the denim skirt we saw at Far East 2 weeks ago. AND I FINALLY BOUGHT IT!!!! Haha. Loved it. (but the woman gave me the wrong size. got to go back on monday to change O_o) Yeah. So happy.

And today, went shopping at Heerens with Ange AGAIN! Haha. And we kept eyeing the same stuff, like the shoes at URS and the necklace which she finally got and I got another necklace. Was indeed supposed to be a day to look out for what to buy during the GSS, but we ended up buying quite some stuff! Haha. But it was real fun hanging out with Ange as it has always been with the gals. Really glad to know you gals.

Now I'm staying awake so that I can make it to Francine's place on time to hitch a ride to National Stadium to do sai kang again.

And I've got a date with Ange and Shiv to go Sentosa to sun tan and play beach volley and discuss about IR. LOLZ. Right, Darling?

And I've got a pending date with Jasm and Tian to go K.

And another with Peizhen to watch da Vinci Code.

And another one with Kitty and CL and Yuying and Jasm to go dinner.

And another to go wakeboarding with Yipz and 2 other people whom we haven't decided.

And another to go clubbing again with the gals.

And another to go Sentosa again with Ange after the usual school hols end.

And another to go eat with venny poo and roomy yippie.

And I need to meet up with Juan...

And my teammates...

And Jiaolian...

And I've got exams for special sem...

Darn.

p/s: And I finally found the pair of Charles and Keith shoes I saw online. It doesn't look nice AT ALL in real life. So disappointing.

Worrying Tranquility

hmm...tomorrow morning 9.30am I'll be sitting for my second last paper,IT. Right now, I'm not even a quarter into my notes. But somehow, I'm only a little nervous. Actually, I'm more resigned then worried. Somehow, I cant bring myself to worry when I know I deserve to fail this paper, in fact, I think I don't deserve to pass any paper this semester.

hmm...It's been 20 over years...and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm thinking...

CRASH COURSE

I told you I need crash course...
[picture taken in Australia DreamWorld during my year end holidays there last year] 

still counting down...

First paper down yesterday morning. CS100 was not that bad, though I didn't really study most of the stuff. But I was lucky that what I studied came out and what I didn't study stayed far away from me -grinz-.

But yesterday wasn't that great a day. =( Took bus 199 to Hall 10 for my paper yesterday morning. was around 8am when I boarded the bus at the interchange. I checked the school website on the night before to see where I should alight. And I thought I saw the 4th busstop after Canteen A, which is the last stop before 199 turned out of NTU. So i happily sat on the bus and read my textbook trying to cramp more stuff into my tiny brain. When the bus was at the third stop after Canteen A, I realised it was a straight road in front leading into the forest (ok. not really a forest but more of the tree infested area. HAHA) But I believed I can't be wrong. I saw a turning infront and I was mentally willing the bus to turn there (which means I'm still in NTU) But it didn't -_-" Instead of turning left, it went straight into the forest!!! And when the exit came into sight, I saw that ancient BUS STAND pass me by!!! Freak!!! There goes my last hope. So in the end I had to wait for the bus to emerge out of the ulu road before I alighted. I was planning to cross the road and take another 199 back into NTU.

But the moment I stepped off the bus, I saw a 199 drive out of the bus stop across the road -_-" Never mind. So I just crossed the road. Apparently the road was very wide, so it has two parts for you to cross. So I was stuck in the middle section of the road when I saw ANOTHER 199 drive into the bus stop across the road -_-"" And so, when I finally board the bus, it was 8.25am. sigh sigh sigh. And I decided to alight at the first busstop which seems to be pretty near Hall 10 too. And I 'stalked' a girl who alighted from the same bus (it really wasn't intentional. Cause I really needed directions to Hall 10 but I didn't dare ask coz I'm too shy =] ) and Lady Luck finally found me again cause the girl happened to be going to the same place!!! YEAH!!!

Bleh. Anyway, one down, four to go. Another four horrors before the nightmare is over.

Darn. I need a crash course. I need cram school. I need an A on my results slip...

Why can't I get any of those?

countdown 2...

16 days to cs paper...

21 days to econs paper...

24 days to biz law paper...

29 days to IT paper...

31 days to accounting managment paper...

dammit.and from the last countdown till now...i've hardly done any studying. i can feel the sky falling on me...

Men Are Hard To Please

a msn conversation with anggie promted me to put this email on my blog.haha.read on...

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!

If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't they say u are selfish.....

isn't this so very true?haha

原来

--原来 最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来 最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我 不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟我难分难离

原来 最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来 最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收得干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹--

sigh...reminded of carrot...dammit.

wth

i feel like a total asshole...

i'm hardly getting my work done...

i'm hardly studying...

i'm not doing anything productive...

i'm just sitting around waiting for my butt to get kicked out of university...

and i think i deserve it when that day comes...

i sound like an asshole...

there. i think i know why it never uploads my pictures. too big...

Finally...

right...now i can finally upload a picture.anyway.thanks to anggie, i went on a window shopping spree. window=IE windows. haha. was looking at what charles and keith had to offer. and this caught my attention!!!

sigh. though i knoe i probably cant wear it cause of the thing around the ankle(my ankle too big, cant fit X_x ). but dont you just love this shoe? it's so pretty!!!and i simply love the colour...

and since i can finally upload pictures, lemme show you what's wrong with my laptop...

WTH!!!!

now i cant upload pix AGAIN!!!

*pissed off*

cursed technology...

dammit...i cant even upload a picture...urgh!!!!

我想哭但是哭不出来。。。

Once again, I need to reformat my laptop. My friends has confirmed with me that it's a virus.

This makes me wonder. Why in the world is my laptop so prone to virus? There're so many laptops in the campus with wireless network and stuff.

WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO KEEP GETTING IT!?!?!?!

quiz

this one's pretty good.haha. you can try it here.

the Romantic Test finished!

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR. "I am unique" Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive. How to Get Along with Me Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! What I Like About Being a Four my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level my ability to establish warm connections with people admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor being unique and being seen as unique by others having aesthetic sensibilities being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me What's Hard About Being a Four experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved feeling guilty when I disappoint people feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me expecting too much from myself and life fearing being abandoned obsessing over resentments longing for what I don't have Fours as Children Often have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s are very sensitive feel that they don't fit in believe they are missing something that other people have attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc. become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce) Fours as Parents help their children become who they really are support their children's creativity and originality are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings are sometimes overly critical or overly protective are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

STUPID LAPTOP!!!!

my laptop is getting on my nerves!!!!

i'm so irritated i'm surprised i haven't throw it out the window.

PROBLEMS:

1. within first 2 months of purchase, it suddenly detected a trojan despite the fact that the anti-virus prog was operating. when i brought it down to 8 flags, they tell me that it's a software problem and it's not covered under the warranty. they suggest i do a recovery on my laptop. i asked if they could do it for me and they actually told me i had to PAY them to get it done. so i brought it back to format it myself.
2. after a few months, it's still working fine and the previous irritations were over pretty quickly. UNTIL!!! a few weeks ago when i switched on my laptop and it FREAKING tells me that there was some missing file and it's irrecoverable!!!so i brought it back down to 8 flags thinking perhaps they could help me with it. the guy told me that probably some file was deleted. BUT I DIDN'T DELETE ANYTHING ON THE PREVIOUS OCCASION WHEN I SWITCHED ON MY LAPTOP!!!so he suggested i DO A RECOVERY ON MY LAPTOP!!!i was so irritated but i thought there was no choice. i probably just had to do it again.
3. after doing the recovery and taking one whole day to settle all the progs, was pretty satisfied that it's working again.but today!!!!when i finally switched it on, I CANT FREAKING FIND MY TOOLBAR DISPLAYING ALL MY ACTIVE PROGS!!!!WTH!!!

JUST WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING TO MY IBM LAPTOP!?!?!?!?! i'm so pissed i think i'm going to call them up tomorrow and scream at whoever's on the phone!!! they better give me a good explanation why my laptop is giving me SO MUCH PROBLEMS!!!!

countdown...

31 Days...CS...

36 Days...Econs...

39 Days...Biz Law...

44 Days...IT...

46 Days...Acc 2...

darn...

why am i counting down instead of studying...

STUDY!!!!!

Oh my goodnes...

31 days to my first paper.

And I haven't started studying...

=S

updatez on me laptop...

To all you wonderful people out there who are ever so curious as to how I'm surviving regarding my lack of luck in regards to the technology in my life, here's some good news...

I FIXED MY LAPTOP!!!

hahaha. Yeah!!!! I'm so happy! I've got back my not too bad connections and my ever dearest laptop!!! And I can finally chat on msn with my roomy in our room (ok...that was a little out of point).

Haha. I spent the whole of last night doing recovery and then trying to configure some stuff here and there. Haha. Slept at 5am o_O

I'm a happy child now. Haha.

But there're a few programmes that I couldn't install back into my laptop without downloading the whole thing from the internet again

-_-

Well...can't complain. At least I've got my laptop back in action again. Haha. May still take awhile before it's working like before, but I don't mind. Hee. Who'll complain when they have their precious little gadget working once again.

Yep. Shall go continue to find the old programmes to fit it back into my laptop and hopefully it'll be just like before very soon.

p/s: Did you guys realise that I've typed the whole entry in proper English? OK, at least the spelling and capital letters area. Haha (excluding these lah...LOLZ)

Random...

aren't there times when you just feel so much like a bitch?

me being someone who is usually stuck in her own little world often finds it hard to know many people. and so, i'm really grateful to whatever force that brings my wonderful friends to me. cause these friends that i have, they are often out-going and stuff. you can even consider them as being high-profiled.

but at times, i do feel uncomfortable about it.

consider this. you are walking down the corridor in the school with a group of such high-profiled friends. every other step you take, one of them or a few of them will meet someone they know. and you probably just hang around somewhere at the back looking as though you are just someone else who happens to be there.

2 internal bitches will usually wake up at these situations.

Bitch #1: I've seen this person before, why doesn't he/she say hi to me?
Bitch #2: why don't my friends care if I'm feeling left out?

sometimes i feel like Ronald Weaseley hanging around Harry Potter...

sometimes i feel i'm such a bitch...

p/s: dear friends, don't worry. no hard feelings. i'm just randomly bitching as usual. i'm glad you people have alot of friends. so when i need help, i just need to ask you and you'll have to help me find the right people. haha. and i'm going to start doing that very soon cause of my hall orientation camp. -evil grin-

aftermath...

i just logged onto msn using the extremely slow pc at home. and i remembered i had some real cute emoticons that i wanna have for the msn on my laptop.

just as i was bout to ask my friend to help me safe up all these emoticons and send it back t me when my lappie is back in use...

i realise my lappie's msn emoticons are all going to be gone.

wth...

counting down...35 days...

anyway, i just realised, to my horror (another horror...my life seems to be so filled with horrible realisations...), my first paper starts in 35 days.

wth...

time to 发奋图强...

p/s: not 发 '粪' '涂' '墙' ok？ =p

Just how S.T.U.P.I.D can a person get?

i'm the stupidest person i can think of right now.

my laptop is not working. so i have to do a recovery on it. so i waited the entire week so that i could bring it home and back up the files on a disc before i carry on to wipe everything off my lappie's hard disc.

when i was walking from the serangoon mrt station to the bus interchange, i realised, to my horror, that i forgot to bring the recovery discs back from hall -_-

can someone please do something about me? i fear some day i might just forget where i left myself...

stupid me...

i feel so stupid...

mr carrot out of the blue talked to me on msn today. and i got such a shock. coz eunice made fun of me about him just before he messaged me on msn.

actually...i should have guessed.

he wanted me t help him do english essay -.-

yep.and silly me. i actually AGREED to help him...

and i had to skip the interhall games thank you dinner...

and i spent the entire evening doing it for him...

and i asked my roomy t pack dinner for me...

and i still can't believe i actually AGREED to help him do his essay...

damned laptop...

i'm pissed...first my blog died on me. now it's my laptop!!!

is it my eight characters at birth clash with modern technology?
even my computer at home(which i'm using now)is freaking slow and doesn't print e stuff i want...

gosh...second time i need t reformat my freaking lappie. e other time i ganna virus. this time some file's mysteriously deleted.and thus i cant open my previous lappie configured settings. means i cant go online cant this cant that. I'M SO F***ING PISSED!!!

johari nohari...haha.just keeping up with e trend!

lalala. i'm supposed t post stuff on my birthday celebrations.haha.but there's so much stuff to say. so i'll take awhile more. heehee. please forgive me! haha. promise to post it soon. hee. in the meantime, you could do me a favor by doing these for me!!!


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http://kevan.org/nohari?name=oipeng

haha.thanks!!!

pissed off...

urgh...this is my first update in this blog but i'm going to curse and swear at my previous blogsite.how can they do such a thing!?!?! they screwed up and now my blog is gone! more then 2 years of JC memories just gone overnight!!! i still cant believe it....how can this happen!?!?! sigh...i'm totally absolutely pissed off...urgh...and now i've got t start ALL OVER again in trying to get all the blog address of my other friends. link everything up again...THIS IS SO FREAKING IRRITATING!!!!!