Worrying Tranquility

hmm...tomorrow morning 9.30am I'll be sitting for my second last paper,IT. Right now, I'm not even a quarter into my notes. But somehow, I'm only a little nervous. Actually, I'm more resigned then worried. Somehow, I cant bring myself to worry when I know I deserve to fail this paper, in fact, I think I don't deserve to pass any paper this semester.

hmm...It's been 20 over years...and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm thinking...