累了。。。

哇~~~发现我快一个月没blog了。 所以在三月结束前，打算blog一blog。

天啊！怎么一个学期过得那么快呢？不久前我才发觉这是我党学生的最后一个学期，怎么现在就快结束了呢？多三个星期就考试了，然后考一个星期就考晚了！我连工作都还没开始找呢！！！

而且这个学期简直就是一场恶梦。。。作业多到~~~

时间啊。。。放慢脚步一下下。。。口以吗~~~？

會呼吸的痛

本來以為可以以平常心來面對你, 一直到坐在你身邊的那一刻, 我才發現, 原來我是個很爛的演員. 我實在無法過我自己這一關.

恬說過: 心徹底的傷過之後 就會好的.

我今天才發現, 我的心早就徹底的傷過了. 只是如今已經麻木了, 對所謂的開心不再有任何的感覺.

聽到傷心的歌, 依然會感到心里有陣陣的痛, 可是不在那麼痛, 也不再那麼容易流淚. 只因為曾經傷得徹底.

想念是會呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
亨你愛的歌會痛
看你的信會痛連沉默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛
它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛
恨不懂你會痛
想見不能見最痛

我發誓不再說謊了
多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了
靈魂像漂浮著你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候
陪你做想做的無論甚麼
我越來越像貝克
怕心被人觸碰你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

錯過...

不知道為甚麼...當我知道那消息時...心裡似乎有些不平衡.

一直到現在, 還是平復不了心情. 這感覺, 到底是深麼呢?

不過, 就算真的明白了又怎樣呢? 錯過就是錯過了...有些事情是真的無法再重來地.

生命如果只剩一秒...

I don't know why, but been feeling kinda moody recently. Perhaps it's my periodical 'down time'.

Been thinking about stuff like...why people don't seem to treasure what they have until they lose it...

But then again...while waiting for someone you like...where is the limit? How long is enough? When do you stop waiting for the person you like to return the feelings? When is the difference between 癡情, 專情 & 自作多情?

如果生命真的只剩一秒, 我應該會有很多遺憾吧...

Procrastination...

yes yes yes. it's been ages since I last did the following:

1. continue updating my perth trip
2. update my story
3. write a song
4. played bball
5. read a book
6. went shopping
7. finish packing my room(which resembles a war zone right now)

sigh...the works of procrastination. and the temptations from online videos!!!

maybe i should get the stuff done gradually...BUT SCHOOL'S STARTING THIS MONDAY!!!!

another day before school reopens and i failed to get 2 electives...needing another freaking elective to clear my AUs...disgusting...

bacj to my tv program...sigh...procrastination...

醜陋的人性

最近沒甚麼作, 所以多點時間去想一些平常沒深入去想的事.

不知怎麼地, 忽然覺得人性好丑陋. 發現有好多人可以為了自己的利益而作出傷害別人的事.

為甚麼人們就不能從別人的角度去看待事情呢?

不是每件事都有絕對的對與錯, 人們又何必如此否定別人的意見呢?

人, 可以為了達到目的而處心積慮地設計別人.

多恐怖的世界啊! 突然好懷念小時候的單純...

PAIN!!!!

first and foremost...i feel like i wanna die!!! besides the time when i was ambulanced to hospital...this is the worst pain i've experienced...

went to remove a wisdom tooth today. even when the doctor was stitching me up i was starting to feel the pain already. and now, after i changed the gauze, it's hurting even worse. WTH!!!!!!!!

~PAIN~

sigh. before the pain started, i was at queensway changing the grip for the 2 rackets my aunt gave me. while waiting for Tian i was thinking and thinking and thinking about some stuff. then this phrase came to me...

心跳的頻率, 是愛的指引嗎?

then along the way home on the long long bus ride ( totally miss taking a long bus ride), i started to think about alot of stuff. the past and present, and even dared to venture alittle into the future.

but then again, after the carrot incident, i seriously dun dare to imagine futures and feelings anymore. in a way, I'm starting to fear 'maybe's.

oh well...back to trying to get over the pain...in my mouth la!