錯過...

不知道為甚麼...當我知道那消息時...心裡似乎有些不平衡.

一直到現在, 還是平復不了心情. 這感覺, 到底是深麼呢?

不過, 就算真的明白了又怎樣呢? 錯過就是錯過了...有些事情是真的無法再重來地.

生命如果只剩一秒...

I don't know why, but been feeling kinda moody recently. Perhaps it's my periodical 'down time'.

Been thinking about stuff like...why people don't seem to treasure what they have until they lose it...

But then again...while waiting for someone you like...where is the limit? How long is enough? When do you stop waiting for the person you like to return the feelings? When is the difference between 癡情, 專情 & 自作多情?

如果生命真的只剩一秒, 我應該會有很多遺憾吧...

Procrastination...

yes yes yes. it's been ages since I last did the following:

1. continue updating my perth trip
2. update my story
3. write a song
4. played bball
5. read a book
6. went shopping
7. finish packing my room(which resembles a war zone right now)

sigh...the works of procrastination. and the temptations from online videos!!!

maybe i should get the stuff done gradually...BUT SCHOOL'S STARTING THIS MONDAY!!!!

another day before school reopens and i failed to get 2 electives...needing another freaking elective to clear my AUs...disgusting...

bacj to my tv program...sigh...procrastination...

醜陋的人性

最近沒甚麼作, 所以多點時間去想一些平常沒深入去想的事.

不知怎麼地, 忽然覺得人性好丑陋. 發現有好多人可以為了自己的利益而作出傷害別人的事.

為甚麼人們就不能從別人的角度去看待事情呢?

不是每件事都有絕對的對與錯, 人們又何必如此否定別人的意見呢?

人, 可以為了達到目的而處心積慮地設計別人.

多恐怖的世界啊! 突然好懷念小時候的單純...

PAIN!!!!

first and foremost...i feel like i wanna die!!! besides the time when i was ambulanced to hospital...this is the worst pain i've experienced...

went to remove a wisdom tooth today. even when the doctor was stitching me up i was starting to feel the pain already. and now, after i changed the gauze, it's hurting even worse. WTH!!!!!!!!

~PAIN~

sigh. before the pain started, i was at queensway changing the grip for the 2 rackets my aunt gave me. while waiting for Tian i was thinking and thinking and thinking about some stuff. then this phrase came to me...

心跳的頻率, 是愛的指引嗎?

then along the way home on the long long bus ride ( totally miss taking a long bus ride), i started to think about alot of stuff. the past and present, and even dared to venture alittle into the future.

but then again, after the carrot incident, i seriously dun dare to imagine futures and feelings anymore. in a way, I'm starting to fear 'maybe's.

oh well...back to trying to get over the pain...in my mouth la!

I'm Back!!!

Wahaha. Not that I've been away for long, just that I haven't been updating my blog since forever. Hee. And I realise I've procrastinated for sooooooooooooooooooo long that I've got photos from a few years back to share. Haha. Well, maybe I'll just skip the old photos (maybe just randomly place them here when I feel like it. Hee) and share my latest trip to Perth.

Basically, on the first day, we woke up bright and early to go to the airport and took half a day to arrive at Perth by flight. By the time we checked in and went out for dinner, it was already past 5pm, and the shops were mostly closed for the day as it always is in Australia. And there's hardly any interesting TV to watch!!! We ended the trip getting addicted to Discovery Channel, especially Dirty Jobs, don't ask me why but I just love that show. Haha.

Anyway, the next day saw us rising bright and early. Somehow, the sky was already bright before 6am!!! And there's a time difference of 1hour, meaning that I've woken up at 5am (Singapore time) for 2 consecutive days!!! zzzzzzzzzzz

Day 2 was one of the most enjoyable days. We went to the Caversham Wildlife Park where there were animals and blue sky.

Some photos taken at the park...totally love the koala!!!

After that, we headed for a chocolate factory where the chocolates were all handmade. Was busy tasting the yummy chocolates so didn't take pictures there. Hee. We then moved on to a nearby winery. The scenery there was great! took alot of pictures there. It's turning summer when we were there so this tree bearing purple flowers was blossoming everywhere we went, just so pretty!

There were grape vines all along the way.
But didn't get a chance to get near them.

After that we stopped by a non-working farm, ie it's not actually a farm, it's just got a farm ambiance for the tourists. We had barbecue lunch buffet there. The lamb was yummy!!! The owner even made us some kangaroo meat. But it was not well done so basically it was still dripping bloody water!!! Only tried 2 pieces. Haha. But the view outside was quite pretty and peaceful.

Some shots taken behind our lunching place.

Finally, we arrived at Springhill Farm where we were to stay the night. There was supposed to be some farm activities in the afternoon when we arrived but it started to drizzle and it just wouldn't stop. So we couldn't do much but hand around near the bunks. This was a real working farm and it's about a tenth the size of Singapore, though it's only considered average sized! And it's a family-runned farm with only 5 working adults on the farm! I wonder how they manage that~~~

That's me sitting in a real tractor...it's got a hood!!!
There were some animals in front of our bunk and
they were our main entertainment there...
And there's Ollie!!! I love the dog! It's so cute!
When we were there it started to running around as if it wanted to play with us.
It pounced onto me and tried to lick my face when I tried to pat it!!!

This is the scenery from our corridor!!

Basically, being outback means there's no street lights and when it's night time, it's all dark out there. AND YOU CAN SEE THE STARS!!! It's so clear you can really tell where's the milky way!

Phew! I'm tired from typing and collaging all that photos. I'll carry on another time about the rest of the trip, including our freezing 'adventure' waiting for the sun rise. Till then!

Disappointment

I never knew the true feeling of disappointment until now.

I don't even want to talk to you about it. Even when you ask. Everything just feels too late. No matter what you say no matter what you do. Somethings can never be undone.

It used to be something so detached that made me disappointed in you. Now, the feeling just won't go away.

Now I understand how it feels to be unwanted.