西界

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午十三点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面

只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手

因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线

在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在这夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能够看我一眼

OUT OF TOWN...

From the 18th may through 21st May.

Destination: Tioman

Current Mood: Sleepy and excited =D

Cya in 4 days time~

<<猜不透>> - 丁当

猜不透　你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透　相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的

如果乎远乎近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果乎冷乎热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人 越是猜不透

Disillusioned...

Just when I thought that relationships was the only things that can't withstand trials...I realised that it applies to friendship and kinship as well...

I'm not asking for anything more than your trust...your trust that what I'm doing is not for me but for you...

Have I lost a right to that trust just because I can now exercise the right to do something for you...

Then why in the world did I make this choice from the start?

23rd~~~

Thank you one and all for the well wishes and presents and lovely gestures =)

I'm truly grateful =D

Thanks to all who sent me birthday wishes over sms...

Thanks to all who sent me birthday wishes over FB...

Thanks to all who wished me happy birthday in person...

Thanks to all who took the effort to get the presents for me...

Thanks to all who took the effort to organise dinner/bbq for me...

Thanks to everyone who have been there for me all these while...

Thanks to Jasmine and Tian for spending a wonderful evening with me down by Clarke Quay. It was a really soothing night leading to my birthday =)

Thanks to the finexians who sent out of their way to treat me to lunch and have dinner with me when my appointment couldn't make it.

Thanks to my lovely gang who took the effort to organise a surprise bbq for me. Though it ended off on a weird note, I'm so grateful I had all of you there for me. I promise I'll be a stronger person from here on and I will learn INDEPENDENCE!!! And don't worry, I think I'm still straight la =D

Once again, thank you one and all. I've grown a year older and I will be stronger =)

我还想他

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺获

请告诉他 我不爱他
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话

别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺获

请告诉他 我不爱他
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话

别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷

请告诉他 我不爱他
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话

别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉他 我还想他
就让沉默 代替所有回答

矜持

我从来不曾抗拒你的魅力
虽然你从来不曾对我着迷
我总是微笑的看着你
我的情意总是轻易就洋溢眼底

我曾经想过在寂寞的夜里
你终于在意在我的房间里
你闭上眼睛亲吻了我
不说一句紧紧抱我在你的怀里

我是爱你的 我爱你到底
生平第一次 我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关于我和你

你是爱我的 你爱我到底
生平第一次 我放下矜持
相信自己真的可以深深去爱你
深深去爱你