i am drained~~~trying to absorb as much as possible now.hahz.it's hard.but i'll try...
i am tired~~~having to pacify your childish temperaments even with my increasing workload...
i am numb~~~too drained and tired to think too much about him...
i am sleepy~~~going to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i hate this feeling.
it reminds me of the time in jc.
it reminds me of carrot.
it reminds me what i went through.
it reminds me of so much.
i dun like it that my mood is starting to become pegged to his.
i dun like it that we aren't even friends but just acquaintances.
i dun like the fear that i feel lurking underneath this whirlpool of emotions right now.
i dun like the idea of crying for another person again.
i dun like the idea of going through the whole vicious cycle again.
i dun wan this feeling.
i wan it to go away...
YUM!!!
found this blog while searching for a stall featured on TV.
http://ieatishootipost.sg/
people!anyone!everyone!we should go on a proper food hunt!
hunt for cheaper and better food.
-drool-
had our very first major pri school class gathering last night.
it wasn't exactly major in e sense tt everyone turned up, but it was probably the first one in 10 years where we tried gathering as many people as possible.and though only 13 of the 39 turned up, it was quite a success.
initially i was worried that it might turn out kinda awkward since i haven seen most of them for a decade. what with me going to a different sec sch and jc. but after settling down, i realised that it really wasn't as bad as i though it would have been. in fact, it was really fun.
we were reminiscing the good old days where our only worries were ting xie, spelling and mental sums.and how we made our chinese teacher so mad with rubbish feedback that she threw a tantrum and walked out of the room almost in tears.
even though it took me awhile to recognize some of the guys, i realise everyone didn't really change much, be it their looks or their character. it's surprising how much time has passed since we last met as a class. and it's really heartwarming to know that this group of people who were once part of my life are doing well. and it is especially good to see everyone once again.
i really hope that we can make this a more frequent event such that we wont lose contact again.
really glad to have once been part of TVPS 6A '98.
arighty, besides the fact that i'm bored to tears at home, i'm not sure what to do about another thing.
i love my blog layout and stuff, but at the same time i think it's getting boring. so i dunno if i should change it...maybe learn what darling did and get a brighter, more cheerful layout. maybe it'll make life seem better...
Alrighty! Since Anggie has complaint of my blog turning rusty, I've decided to post something up in the midst of my very very extremely BORING life. Haha.
What I'm supposed to be doing but am NOT:
oh gosh. the results for my last examination is finally out! and...I PASSED ALL THE MODULES!!!
oh gosh~~~since my last paper ended i have been so worried that i was going to fail something. and when i finally saw the grades for my last 4 modules i was so happy!!!!
I'M GRADUATING!!!!!
but that means i have to find a job asap and put in more effort in finding it...
