A whirlpool of emotions

i hate this feeling.

it reminds me of the time in jc.

it reminds me of carrot.

it reminds me what i went through.

it reminds me of so much.

i dun like it that my mood is starting to become pegged to his.

i dun like it that we aren't even friends but just acquaintances.

i dun like the fear that i feel lurking underneath this whirlpool of emotions right now.

i dun like the idea of crying for another person again.

i dun like the idea of going through the whole vicious cycle again.

i dun wan this feeling.

i wan it to go away...