Lost

Sometimes I try so hard not to remind myself. But the harder I try...the more it bugs me.

It sucks being stuck in something that I have absolutely lost interests in. Counting the days as it pass, wondering if I'll survive the remaining time or will I screw up and end up extending my nightmare.

I've never in my entire life been such a let down with no sense of guilt...

This just sucks.

p/s: And I'm starving...took my last meal 25 hours ago... -faint-