hmm...tomorrow morning 9.30am I'll be sitting for my second last paper,IT. Right now, I'm not even a quarter into my notes. But somehow, I'm only a little nervous. Actually, I'm more resigned then worried. Somehow, I cant bring myself to worry when I know I deserve to fail this paper, in fact, I think I don't deserve to pass any paper this semester.
hmm...It's been 20 over years...and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm thinking...
I told you I need crash course...
[picture taken in Australia DreamWorld during my year end holidays there last year] 
First paper down yesterday morning. CS100 was not that bad, though I didn't really study most of the stuff. But I was lucky that what I studied came out and what I didn't study stayed far away from me -grinz-.
But yesterday wasn't that great a day. =( Took bus 199 to Hall 10 for my paper yesterday morning. was around 8am when I boarded the bus at the interchange. I checked the school website on the night before to see where I should alight. And I thought I saw the 4th busstop after Canteen A, which is the last stop before 199 turned out of NTU. So i happily sat on the bus and read my textbook trying to cramp more stuff into my tiny brain. When the bus was at the third stop after Canteen A, I realised it was a straight road in front leading into the forest (ok. not really a forest but more of the tree infested area. HAHA) But I believed I can't be wrong. I saw a turning infront and I was mentally willing the bus to turn there (which means I'm still in NTU) But it didn't -_-" Instead of turning left, it went straight into the forest!!! And when the exit came into sight, I saw that ancient BUS STAND pass me by!!! Freak!!! There goes my last hope. So in the end I had to wait for the bus to emerge out of the ulu road before I alighted. I was planning to cross the road and take another 199 back into NTU.
But the moment I stepped off the bus, I saw a 199 drive out of the bus stop across the road -_-" Never mind. So I just crossed the road. Apparently the road was very wide, so it has two parts for you to cross. So I was stuck in the middle section of the road when I saw ANOTHER 199 drive into the bus stop across the road -_-"" And so, when I finally board the bus, it was 8.25am. sigh sigh sigh. And I decided to alight at the first busstop which seems to be pretty near Hall 10 too. And I 'stalked' a girl who alighted from the same bus (it really wasn't intentional. Cause I really needed directions to Hall 10 but I didn't dare ask coz I'm too shy =] ) and Lady Luck finally found me again cause the girl happened to be going to the same place!!! YEAH!!!
Bleh. Anyway, one down, four to go. Another four horrors before the nightmare is over.
Darn. I need a crash course. I need cram school. I need an A on my results slip...
Why can't I get any of those?
