矜持

我从来不曾抗拒你的魅力
虽然你从来不曾对我着迷
我总是微笑的看着你
我的情意总是轻易就洋溢眼底

我曾经想过在寂寞的夜里
你终于在意在我的房间里
你闭上眼睛亲吻了我
不说一句紧紧抱我在你的怀里

我是爱你的 我爱你到底
生平第一次 我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关于我和你

你是爱我的 你爱我到底
生平第一次 我放下矜持
相信自己真的可以深深去爱你
深深去爱你

NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!!!!!!!!

Even though I know I'm like rather late in saying this now, hahahaha. But oh well, as the saying goes, better late than never!!! Muahahaha

Anyway! REally glad it's the new year~~~

Why?

I also dunno why!?!?!

But I got a new wardrobe!!!!!!!

Not the contents la~~~sadly...but I'm getting a bigger wardrobe!!! Means -hopefully- the weight of my clothes won't cause my wardrobe to collapse again!!!

And I'm getting new shelves too!! Means I gotta clear all my stuff!!! Means ALOT O THINGS ARE GOING TO BE THROWN AWAY!!!!! -emo-

I hate throwing away stuff. Cause I'll be throwing away part of my past, part of my memories...

But oh well...life's long...if the old don't go...the new won't come!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahaha. So gotta clear out most of my old stuff I guess....

MERRY XMAS!!!

merry xmas everyone!!

i know i havent been updating my blog.but really busy ma.lol.

alrighty...enjoy your holidays...gotta get back to packing my room now...zzz

氧气

沉入越来越深的海底 我开始想念你
我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里 我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气 氧气是你

如果你爱我 你会来找我
你会知道我 快不能活
如果你爱我 你会来救我
空气很稀薄 因为寂寞

跌进越来越冷的爱里 我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气 氧气是你

如果你爱我 你会来找我
你会知道我 快不能活
如果你爱我 你会来救我
空气很稀薄 因为寂寞

如果你爱我 你会来找我
你会知道我 快不能活
如果你爱我 你会来救我
空气很稀薄 因为寂寞

Little deer anyhow knock...

Bah...little gestures, little actions, little looks...

Little idea of what's going on...

Little deer anyhow knock -_-"

I'm alive!

Yes I am still alive for those who are wondering. Just that I'm freaking busy with work.

Heh. take care then.bye~~~

pissed

it's not like i'm doing something bad. not like i'm doing something tt can't see light. not like i'm cheating money.

why can't you be more receptive? why can't you see that i was meaning well to do all those stuff with you? why can't you see that that's part of life and not a taboo like how it used to be.

when will i ever receive your full support from the start in the things i do?

what in the world am i crying for...